Self-Looking Mirror

The only reason why you are there, could it possibly be that it is because you know, and they know, and we all know, that what they really want, is something that they cannot have.  And therefore, results in you?  Could it possibly be that it is because you are just, play it safe? 

the Month of September

I have true friends.
-But I also have friends who have failed to disguise the matter of fact of trying to be a friend.

I will be honest and blunt.  It hurts.
-But I do know, of those Friends, who are my friends, because of a certain need they have in me.
I hate, to be told and talked of when it comes to my 'Importance.' 
Because when I call you friend, and you call me friend, there is no need to talk about 'Importance.'
It is rather that these 'Importance' become the norms of our friendship.  Where nothing like money means anything.

Especially in public.  It only gives to show, that people like you, are not worth my time and friendship.
That people like you, should be nothing more but a lonesome man.
That people like you, do not deserve any, -anything at all from anyone involving "Friendship."

June 2013

Life's too short.  Death is knocking.  I'm not in denial.  I know, there's more than this.  I'm not escaping the right way.  But I will find a way out to fulfill what is mine.  I am not afraid.  I will face my enemy at the end of my finish line.  There's nothing to feel for, but the feeling of living.  Death, is knocking at the door.  Yet, has it approach..  There's more than this that I want to do.  I want to live, my life.

I don't live by the rules.  I live by the moment.  People can say what they want to say.  Believe what they want to believe. Do what they want to do.  But one thing's for sure, you only live once and I'm going to fulfill mine.

Life's too short.

City of Dreams

Isn't it funny how your life is perfectly fine.  Just the other day, you confessed how much you love life and how thankful you are for every obstacle that ever came in your way.  How happy you were to have just the little bits of happiness in your life.  You have made peace with your own flaws.

The sun shines brighter on your side of the world.  But someone you know, someone so dear, acorss the other side of the world, lives in the darkness of their lives.  You feel, the sorrow, the in betweens, the thoughts, the heartaches, and the heart beat of their lives..  You feel, as if a part of you, has died again.  But,... your life is still perfectly fine.  You live in peace.  You have everything you need to survive.  But, a part of you lives in sorrow and in darkness.  Leaving you, on the brighter side of life with a heavy heart.  A bothering pain, that strikes through you, because you have no idea what is wrong when 'life is perfectly fine.'

Isn't it funny, how your life is perfectly fine, until the sun fades to the peak of the earth and shadows fall upon your face.  You too feel the same way someone across the world is feeling.  You live in their pain, and you start to understand, you can feel, exactly what they feel...  Isn't it funny how, when someone dear to you starts feeling a certain feeling, you find yourself feeling the same way.  Whether the sun shines in your world or not, a part of you, lives with the shadows.

I am,..

I am,...
An imperfect person.

I am,...
A peson filled with Hope. 
I know,...
There is a good in Everyone.
I never,...
Want anyone to feel the need to please.
I knew,...
That you come from a history of hardship.
I don't,...
Want anyone to feel unworthy.
I claim,...
The blood of Jesus Christ.
I understand,...
Where you are coming from.
I take,...
The time to know who you really are.
I try,...
To be a better person.
I will,...
Be here when you call on me.
I won't,...
Disown you in any kind of way.
I always,...
Take the time to understand.
I give,...
Everyone to benefit of doubt.

I promise,...
To You, all the love I can.

Let me sing it, one more time.

It's been a long time coming, down this road. But now I know,  just what I've been waiting for.

The time has come, where the sun meets the sand. Beneath my feet, I will stand. Although my soil has been dried and harden, His light will lead the way. I will not fear in this great path. For the Lord shines His light through this valley, even in the shadows of death.  There is none to fear.. None to reason, none to none.

I stand firm with this light of mine; and beneath my feet, I will stand.  No none can shake me, no none can. His light will lead the way. No, no fear can keep me away.

Give a Little

Give me a little sense of Hope.
Give a Little Love.
Give a little just to give the world some Faith.

Give a little, to help those who Love, to Love some more.
Give a little, to remind those who have lost, that there are still good in some.
Give a little, to help encourage the weak to do good.
Give a little Love, to give a little Hope. -Hope, that there still is a Good, in this little world.


-And so lately, I have been pondering over about how this world has come to be.  I am hopeless knowing that there is little to give and little or none to receive.  What have this place come around to..  Give a little Love, to give a little Hope. -Hope, that there still is a Good, in this little world.