I've grown old of being angry at you. It only leaves me being upset at myself.. It was selfish of me too; and to not hold pity against you. I rather hold myself apart and punish you for the wrongs I felt you deserve. But at the end of it all, You never deserved it. And I never should have, got what happened to myself.. Neither of us, deserved the worst of anything at all.
I have learned to forgiving you. I had given you, more guilt that you deserved. I intended from the bottom of my heart, to hurt you, -until you finally realize, how much you have hurted me. But what have been the outcome of this all? Absolutely nothing...
Now, I have lost the chance to really experience something truly great. You, have lost something truly great. We, -both have lost something truly great.
It's only (truly) selfish, if I ask for one more day. But I know, that 'One day,' will never be seen around the corner. -Or ever at all...
The past was the past, it was never a part of me, or who I am. Forgive the past, and you could have loved me more than you wished you could. 'THAT,' was the only thing that held you back. I never was the type to hold the past against anyone including you.. -Which was probably why I never understood what you have done, or what kept you that long.
Now, I look towards today, tomorrow, I will never get that chance again. I will never get that chance again.. How selfish of me -how selfish of me..
-Forgive me...
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