S.AlexisYang

One thing that stands out the most of me;
is that I am full of H o p e and m a n y P o s s i b i l i t i e s . . . .

I'm not A f r a i d .

Truth of the matter is, I'm really not afraid of death.  I'm more afraid that I have not loved enough, given enough, and done enough of what I could have done. 

I'm more afraid that with the big heart of mine, I have not given it all and done the best I could have.  -Or it is that I have not shown enough love.. I am more afraid, that if I have not given enough Love, who else will love the way I have loved you, or wish I could have given you.  I am more afraid, that without my love, how will you ever feel love again.  I am afraid that if I have not given enough, who else will give you the things I wish I could have given you.  I am afraid, that no one will go the distance to measure  the depths of my heart for you.

-And truth of the matter is, with Love, it conquers all. And truth of the matter is, death cannot seperate it all. Bc with the right kind of Love, Love will win at the end -and I will see you face to face again..

But the honest Truth of the matter is, I am really not afraid of death.  I am more afraid that I have not love enough, given enough, and done enough of what I could have done.  Truth of the matter is, I am not afraid.  I'm afraid that no one will give you the Love -the Love I wish to have love you.