Hello September

Its going to be a new start for me.  I know ive struggled to keep my chapters from going, but Im making another chapter in my life.  Like what? Theres a bunch of books and series with short, and long chapters too right?  So who am I really kidding here?  Not I, I know that.  Nonetheless, yesterday was my big coming back Sia Alexis Yang.  Lets admit it, it has been century since I have felt this love burning inside of me, and the troubles that is only trying to rise up because it wants to seem me fail and become less of what I should be or nothing at all.  Im glad, Im glad I never lost the game nor did I fall.  HA to you the idiot who tried to pull me down.  -But thank you!

Lets play catchup with mix thoughts and emotions;
Hey sis, I continue to miss you.  I have thought a lot about you recently.  Maybe its because your presence is with me as the days go by.  Or maybe, youre just tugging at me telling me what I should and should not do.  I dont know?... But whatever it is, Im just glad that Im feeling this way because I miss you so..

I never knew such 'glory' can ever result from such an devastating beginning.  Im glad I will never regret what it is that I have done almost two months ago...  Im glad, that I at least did all that I could.  Im happy.. Just know that now that youre gone.

I have never kept my distance from you.  I have always been here watching over you until you come back around and realize all of what the world has poisoned you with.  Just now, that no matter what, I will always be here when you need me.  Things have and will never change between you and I.  I love you more than you can ever imagine.  Just dont you ever hold that thought in your mind that I will hold you accountable for what you have done because I have forgiven you in the first place.  Just, just know,.. that "things have never changed.  It is just up the other person who feels that 'yes things have changed,' when really, it never has.."
-Just remember, what I have shared with you.  I love you.

Sept8th,2011

I know you see a little bit of me, -in every girl....

a Year ago..

A year ago, I have learned and emphasized on the fact that I myself deserve the love that I give.  -And with that, I have learned to love myself for who and what I am regardless of what others say or think of me?  Who am I kidding?  I have been like this for decades it seems! HA!  Regardless, I want to encourage who once feel the need to remind themselves of their own love.  'You,' yourself is just as deserving as those whom you love dearly...

-With that my fellow followers, I love you =)


"You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving... of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection. "